September 22nd/2010

8: 46 am - Little Coffee place at University...

If I was happy about the japanese keyboard a few days ago (I'll talk about it later ^^)...now I'm totally happy...my insomnia is curable!!!!!!

*dances around and people look at her like "WTFH"*

But as the good news never come alone, here goes the bad one....is gonna take 10 months to get fully recovered and plus that, I'll still having some episodes of insomnia once in a while -.-, seems like I made worst the thing with the sleeping pills..je je ^^'

Well little resume...

At 8:00 I went to Dr.Bagshaw's consulting room (but the way 'til there was so boaring that I used the laptop to get in Internet and post in La Noche de los Caidos' forum until the time of my appointment...it was at 9:30 am xDDDDDDD) and I wait..and wait (actually it passed really fast, when you're having fun is very hard to make the time fly slower u.u) and then the secretary said

"Are you Mrs. Daniels?"

"Yes"

"Please, come in, Dr. Bagsahw is waiting"

I get into the consulting room and there she was, with a really big smile..

"Hi, Paige, right?"

"Yes"

"How are you?, I'm Dr. Bagshaw"

"I'm fine....a bit tired, I guess, nice to meet you"

I was like talking like if I were without soul or something like that...I guess she got like "OMG! that girl is so weird :S"

"Well, take a seat"

And then she showed me some pictures (that were awful as the f'kin' hell TToTT), there she confirmed that I'm afraid to sleep because I make a relation between the unconsciousness you get when you sleep and the crazyness or the death....so I'm afraid to die, stop breathing, not to awake or just to get crazy.... -.- .... that's the reason of my insomnia....I'm sleep-o-fobic.... -.- ... just when I thought I couldn't be more freak... ._. T^T

So here comes the "good" news.....the treatment is full paid thanks to my mom (by the way mommy if you're reading this, Thanks *big hugh to mom* ^^, I'll be able to sleep again..just like when you used to sang to me so I could sleep........I miss you ¬¬''......I hope you're having a nice day (nigh :P) there, please come healthy home, don't let the ugliness of Mihael's home get you blind ^^....bring me a gift º.^...and say hi to that guy I call "brother-bother" in my place ^^) and I'll have to spend 2 hours!!!!! every weekend in the famous treatment ¬¬ (that's precious time I could use to learn japanese...but Noooooooooo, I have to get cured ¬¬) and I have to eat lots and lots of fruits, drink every night a sort of infusion that sounds like a emulsion to throw out, and try to drink/eat bran, almost once in the day, 'cuz those things are suposed to make me feel sleepy -.-'' I really don't find sense to that, but right now I have some bran cookies next to me...so maybe I found some sense on it ._.

I'll let 'til here 4 today....

I have classes so....Bye!!! ^^

Thanks 4 read blah blah blah xD

Starting the treatment against insomnia...

Paige.

I have nothing else to do so....

Yesterday wasn't the best day of my life, seriously I had better days, starting with my morning accident in the kitchen and ending with the confirmed die of my cell phone (I'll miss you T.T), I'll mark it on the calendar.....as a consecuence right now I'm about to say every single thing I've been hiding to my roomies (obviously not my deepest secrets, no way I do that) like how much I want to leave this house so they starv forever *muahahahahaha*... was THEIR (yes in big letters! Hmp!) faul that I got burned in the kitchen, they wanted breakfast and what do I almost got? (if it wasn't for the water) a so ugly scar in my hand and a "Sorry, it wasn't our intention", arrgh! I'm so furious about it right now, after that they only asked if they could eat the food ¬¬, I understand they were hungry (last night I didn't cooked for 'em, so they slept with their stomachs almost empty ^^'') but that they were just thinking in food after I falsely said "I'm ok", I don't know what the heck was I thinkin' when I decided to live whit people like them (actually I do know what was I thinkin', they're the best friends in world, that's why I'm writing how furious I'm, it's the best, like this I just download all my dudgeon and won't say things that could hurt 'em and our friendship u.u)...
And then.....Oh, how I wished to have a baseball bat to hit him "So...we should call and order the lunch or you think you can cook it?"...?.... Swaer I was about to answer "Yeah, sure, my hand is hurting like the sodding hell, but I think I can cook, even when that includes the possibility of get burned..again... ^^......... ¬¬...... IT'S OBVIOUS YOU HAVE TO ORDER THE FOOD!" (gomen'nasai about the mayus u.u), instead I just said " ^^', I guess is better you order it ^^ " (I've never answered them in a rude way, is imposibble to me, maybe is because I love our frienship so much that I'm kinda afraid of lose it...so sometimes I keep to myself some comments about their attitude, anyway I'm not a nun, so maybe they do the same about me...xD)
And to end the day, after a ghastly lunch (actually was better that I cooked it, with a burned hand and all, I've should had cooked it...is not that I want to be rude with the restaurant but... The fact you're the unique restaurant that makes lunch shipment at 4 o'clock doesn't mean that the food has to taste like felt paper mixed with glue.... thanks! ¬¬....) the car's battery passed out to a better life with my cell phone (I hate you gravity, my cell phone wasn't your enemy, seem like is me, right? and you decided to get your payback with my cell phone, you're such a wretch ¬¬) and I had to walk 'till the supermarket, and surprise! ^^..also the wind was against me ¬¬.... when I arrived to the supermarket my hair had got like a Uchiha Sasuke's hair bad cosplay because of the wind.... T.T....then, I tried to buy the last month Nakayoshi number (I was kinda dying for Arisa's next chapter and I was also dying 4 read Sensei ni Ageru *-* O.O, happens to me really often, in part I blame La Noche de los Caidos' writers, they're so good that also makes me..how to describe it....be anxious? .-.  for read what they write and the continuations of the texts), but unfortunately I had to spend all the many in the groceries ¬¬.....so, no money 4 Nakayoshi T^T.... there was no car, so, walk home again ¬¬, with the heavy bags (I can't say they didn't helped because they didn't wanted to...they were paying bills ^^)...
Finally I got home...and tried to rest a while, was frustrating when I remembered I have insomnia....this is serious, but I can't go to the doctor, first because he'll surely recommend me some sleeping pills = stuffy nose ¬¬, and second because he'll suspect and send me to a laboratory in USA (wich could be great because I've never been in USA, I only know it in pictures T^T) and the medical test could start and who knows at the end could be that I'm a human-alien hybrid and the old man from "UFO Hunters" in "The History Channel" will search for me but,  Area 51 people will hide me before he can find me and like that the old cenil man will ask (like always -.-)
"And what have you seen?" "Have they contacted you?" "The fact that you can't sleep in some way have any relation with aliens?"
And I will uselessly try to tell him
"Is just insomnia...."
 Common Sense: *Sighboard: I'm in vacations, come later...*
Paige: Oh! that explains why all the ravings....
At the end I just realized that the best was to get up and cook the dinner, at the same time I discovered that my hand wasn't in so much pain, so I felt happy, off course the happiness ended when I tried to call my roomie (Mary) and my cell phone with it's camera broken and the display back crap, just issued a beep that was more like an "I'm obsolet ¬¬ x.x" there the day (ejm, night..xD) became dark and rainy to me again *personal storm with thunders and lightnings*
And now....things I want to say but...ehmm...I'm just not brave enough yet ^^
And here I go... (This is going to be good xD)
... To my dogs....
-"I just hope you can see how much I suffer, how much it frustrates me...so you leave alone right now! ¬¬"
....To my roomie (Mary)....
-"I'm sick of pay your cell phone bills, if you want to speak him all day long, go back to Liverpool, or make him come to Brisbane, preferably, make him come ^^"
....To my roomie (Ryo)...
(Something I wanted to tell him since I met him as Mary friend ^^)

-"That smile, hate it, I hate the way you laugh of my pain, you love the way I say a thousand times "it

hurts"...I wish you'd also fallen from the damn tree, so it would be me the one laughing ¬¬"

...To Airi (my dog)...

-"Girl (or dog, I don't know xDD), u.u, you should forget him, he's just problems and more problems with a nice haircut (talking about Ryo)"

...To Common Sense...

-"Vacations are over, now back to work ¬¬"

...To gravity...

-"My cell phone can't, but I do, I'll get my revenge instead my cell phone muahahahaha!"

...To my neighbours...

-"Order food, don't knock at our door for "salt", "rice", "water" ?.......didn't you paid alimentary package in college?... ._. .... the fact you like Mary doesn't mean you have to ask us 4 meal....ask HER to a meal...seriously, Ryo and I are sick, tired, of that, c'mon don't be so shy, because we know that of shy you have nothing, you're party animals! that's really far of "shy" ¬¬....She (Mary) won't eat you for ask her to go with you, and yes "J.P" is with you ¬¬...and if you keep knocking and won't ask her...Ryo and I (specially Ryo) will take some measures "

Common Sense: They can't hear or read you...

Paige: Yes, I know, that's why I'm writing it....

Common Sense: Seems like you've finally listened at me

Paige: Hai, Jōshiki-dono

Common Sense: "dono"? ¬¬

Paige: Gomen, Jōshiki-denka u.u 

Common Sense: That's better :D

And now I'm released of all my problems.... I can go back to my activities...........nothing -.-

xD

Bye!

OXOXOXOXO

Coming Back!!!! with my dialogues and problems with Rex xDDDDD

Antes de empezar aclaro:
Before I start.....
-Las lineas en negro, son ESPAÑOL
-Black lines are SPANISH
-Las lineas en azul, son INGLES
-Blue lines are ENGLISH
Common Sense: No crees que se daran cuenta por si mismos?
Common Sense: Don't you think they will note it by themselves?
Paige: Si pero tengo ganas de escribir la aclaracion, so, la escribire! ^^
Paige: Yes, but I want to write the explanation, so, I'll write it! ^^

Bueno, despues de semanas sin escribir algo (culpen a internet, ha decidido ponerse en contra mia tras dejarlo de lado por mis estudios y posiblemente por olvidar cumpleaños...¬¬) he vuelto con mi segunda actua (que ilu!!! *-*) esta vez en español.
Well, after weeks of writing nothing (blame internet, has decided to get against me for replace him because of my studies and maybe for forget birthdays ¬¬) I'm back with my second entry (I'm so excited!! *-*) and in spanish, well just the black part xD

En lo que escribi la ultima vez hablaba sobre el perro que me mira extraño....(al que por alguna motivo sigo llamando "mi mascota"..he perdido la razon ._.) bueno, ahora no es solo el...son tambien sus hijos....ya han demostrado que son sus hijos y que oficialmente Lady Muffin es casta (ehmm...Mary y yo deberiamos aprender de ella xD, ella solo piensa en Rex, el es el...perro de su vida? ._. (xD) y nosotras...que se puede decir...solo pensamos en un mundo de chocolate y helado cubierto de bishies!!!!! o un mundo lleno de bishies cubiertos de helado y chocolate (*¬*).....u_u, definitivamente debemos aprender de Lady Muffin....) y yo oficialmente he demostrado que he perdido la cordura xD
The last time I wrote, I spoke about the dog that look at me like a weird thing....(for some reason I still calling him "my pet"...I'm nuts ._.) well, now is not just him....also are his kids...they've shown that they're Rex's sons and that officialy Lady Muffin is anchored (ehmm....Mary and I, should learn of her xD, she only thinks about Rex, he is...the dog of her life? ._. (xD) and we...what can I say....we only think about a world of chocolate and ice cream full of bishies!!! or a world full of bishies covered with chocolate and ice cream (*¬*)...u_u definitly we gotta learn from her) and I officialy, lost my mind

Como se siente una persona observada por perros.....
How thinks a person watched by dogs....

*Suena musica de Hai Majide (Juego de concurso japones que me mata de risa xD)*
*Sounds Hai Majide's music (a Japanese Game Show that makes me laugh a lot xD)*
Raconteur: Con su presentador Paige's Common Sense!!!!!!!!!!
Raconteur: With it's host Paige's Common Sense!!
*Desde su camerino*
*From his dressing room*
Common Sense: Que parte de "lo he cambiado a 'Peiji no Jōshiki'" es tan dificil de entender ¬¬
Common Sense: Wich part of "I've changed it to 'Peiji no Jōshiki'" haven't you understood? ¬¬
Production Team: vale, vale, no vuelve a pasar, ahora sal y deslumbranos!
Production Team: Ok, Ok, won't happen again, now go there and show us how is the stuff!
*Entra Peiji no Jōshiki (Common Sense (¬¬ ejm!))  saludando y sonriendo al publico, se tropieza pero se levanta antes de un momento embarazoso, camina hacia el escenario y se sienta en un sillon blanco*
*Peiji no Jōshiki enters (Common Sense (¬¬ ejm!)) greeting and smiling to the people, he falls and stumbles but rises before a embarrassing moment, walks to the stage and sit in a white dais*
Common Sense: Buenos dias! ^^
Common Sense: Good Morning! ^^
People: Ohayōgozaimasu, Jōshiki - dono! ^^............ We love you! ♥3♥
(Ehmm....the same thing that they say in "spanish")
Common Sense: (Porque "dono" y no "sama" o "denka" ¬¬) Hoy tenemos a una invitada especial...ha vivido toda su vida en paises-isla, sus compañeros son una desgracia..
Common Sense: (Why "dono" and not "sama" or "denka" ¬¬) Today we have a special guest..she's lived all her life in island-countries, her roomies are a mishap..
Roomies: *miradas asesinas* Como te atreves!
Roomies: *Cutthroat gazes* How dare you!
Common Sense:...y la razon por la que esta aqui, sus perros...la miran raro..es Paige, dadle un gran aplauso ^^
Common Sense: And the reason of why she's here, her dogs...looks at her like a weird thing...Is Paige, give her a big applause
*Entra Paige algo timida y saluda*
*Paige enters a little shy and say hi*
People: *aplaude* Peiji-chan!!!! *Persona al fondo* Quiero tu vida!!!!! T^T
People: *applause* Peiji-chan!!!!! *somebody in the back* I want your life!!!!! T^T
Common Sense: Bienvenida Paige, no es tan bueno como quisiera, pero es bueno tenerte aqui
Common Sense: Welcome Paige, isn't so good as I would like, but is good to have you here
Paige: Gracias....supongo... :S
Paige: Thanks.....I guess so :S
Common Sense: Tengo entendido que el problema es que tus perros *mira una lista* Rex, Airi y Hizashi, te miran extraño
Common Sense: You're here because your dogs  *looks a list* Rex, Airi and Hizashi, looks at you like a weird thing, right?
Paige: Si...
Paige: Yes...
Common Sense: (Que tia mas extraña...)
Common Sense: (What a weird girl...)
Paige: Al principio era solo Rex, cuando eso comenzo era tierno *---*, despues molesto y luego incomodo... termine por acostumbrarme ¬¬..pero ahora tiene hijos, Airi y Hizashi, y uhm...ellos tambien me miran extraño ¬¬, paso lo mismo, comenzo siendo tierno, pero luego se volvio perturbador, Rex por si solo ya me causaba  un trauma, pero ahora su descendencia tambien!, es horrible, yo me siento en el ordenador y ellos llegan! se sientan a mirarme, solo se quedan ahi, no ladran, no se mueven, no despegan su vista de mi...esas pequeñas presencias.... *escalofrio* son como espiritus que esperan para llevarme....
Paige: First was just Rex, when it started was cute *--*, then noisy and then awkward...finally I get used ¬¬, but that now he's father, same old happen, started cute, but it became disturbing, Rex by himself was already traumatic to me, now his offspring is part of that! is awful, I just sit in the PC and they get ther! they just stare there looking at me, don't howl, don't move, don't stop looking at me...those little presences...*chill* they're like spirits that are waiting to take my soul...
Common Sense: (Sin duda esta loca u_u, eso le pasa por no escucharme jojojo)
Common Sense: (Definitly seh's crazy u_u, that's what she gets for not listen at me jojojojo!)
Paige: Y ese es mi problema....^^
Paige: And that's my problem ^^
Common Sense: Ese si que es un problema u_u, y, Has intentado algo para evitarlo?
Common Sense: That's a problem u_u, and, have you done something to eschew it?
Paige: Intente evitarlo con Rex...para algo le consegui una novia ¬¬
Paige: I tried to with Rex....that's why I found a girlfriend for him ¬¬
Common Sense: So....vives perturbada, y tus "amigos" no hacen nada para evitarlo
Common Sense: So...you live disturbed, and your "friends" do nothing to eschew it
Paige: Si ^^, pero yo no hable de ellos .-.
Paige: Yes ^^, but...I haven't talked about them .-.
Roomies: Eso te va a doler Common Sense!
Roomies: That's gonna hurt you Common Sense!
Common Sense: *ignora a los compañeros* Y no te molesta...
Common Sense: *ignores the roomies* And it doesn't bother you...
Paige: Ya he dicho que si me molesta....que no prestaste atencion a lo que he dicho? ¬¬''
Paige: I've already said it does....don't you listened at me? ¬¬''
Common Sense: Solo queria asegurarme, aunque debo decir que tengo razones para no prestar atencion a lo que dices, tu no prestas atencion a lo que digo, no hay nada que me obligue a escuchar tus locuras "Mrs. Bishie-land"
Common Sense: I just wanted to make sure, even when I have to say, I have reasons to not listen at what you say, you don't listen at me, there's nothing that makes me listen at your ravings "Mrs. Bishe-land"
Paige: Muy bien, muy bien...
Paige: Ok, Ok...
Common Sense: Ahora que por fin he logrado que me escuche....terminaremos este dialogo (a los que al parecer ella es adicta pero no lo sigue a falta de palabras je je je) espero se hayan reido de ella, y disfrutado de su trauma mental ^^
Common Sense: Now that finally I've made her listen at me....we'll end this dialogue (seems like she's addict to this but she doesn't keep writing because she has no more words je je je) I hope you've laugh enough of her and you've enjoy her mental trauma ^^
People: Te queremos Jōshiki - dono!
People: We love you Jōshiki-dono!!!!
Common Sense: (Por que "Dono"!!!!! ¬¬) Ya nos veremos, cuando ella quiera hacer mas dialogos!
Common Sense: (Why not "Dono"!!! ¬¬) We'll see again some day, when she wants to do more dialogues!
*Se levanta del sillon y se va del escenario seguido por Paige y los compañeros de ella listos para golpearle*
*Stands up from the dais and leave the stage followed by Paige and her roomies ready to kick him*

Como veran soy adicta a hacer dialogos, es divertido xD, todos mis cuadernos de apuntes estan llenos de estos, los primeros que hice son de las cenas familiares que mis padres solian hacer cuando viviamos en Manchester, cada fin de semana toda mi familia se reunia, claro antes de mudarse a Australia y empezar a enviar cartas de "estamos solos", "consideren mudarse" "la familia debe estar reunida" y blah, blah, blah!, al fin nos hicieron mudar, pero whatev! eso es algo diferente xD. Common Sense, como su nombre lo indica, mi sentido comun....es obvio ._. xD y las personas, ehm......publico imaginario! :3
As you can see I'm dialogu-addict, is so fun xD, all my personal notebooks are full of it, the first I've made are about the familiar dinner-meetings that my parents used to do in Manchester, every weekend my family came to home, off course, before they moved out to Australia and began to send letters of "we're alone", "think about move out", "family must be together" and blah, blah, blah, in the end we moved out, but anyway, that's another story xD. Common Sense, as his/her name says, is my Common Sense..obviously .-. xD, and the people.....imaginary public! :3

Creo que eso es todo, mejor me detengo aqui, se supone que escribiria tambien en ingles....y bueno, debo, no?
I guess thats all! ^^

작별!
("jagbyeol" Good Bye en coreano ^^)

The first one!!!!!

Hello!
Well this is Paige....writing my first entry! I'm so happy right now!
If you are reading this thanks so much for entering to my blog, it really means a lot for me ^^
Ok, first of all, my entries will be wrote in different languages: spanish, english, german and french
So they'll be long..but just for the different languages, even when sometimes they just will be in english....
Talking of something else, I'll also be so glad if you read the stories I'll post here, those are in spanish, I have to practice that language, I'm totally forgetting it!!!!!! It's awful....

Whatev!, let's start talking about my life....
Three months ago, the dog that look at me like a weird thing (Rex, my pet *-*) had puppies was so cute!!! but as every story it had it's ugly part, the owners of Rex's wife (I say wife because is the mother of his kids, so, that makes her his wive, right?) just dump her!!!

Owners: Oh! she got pregnant......
Paige and Friends: Yep! Isn't that great?
Owners: Yeah....sure.....
Paige and Friends: Ok, so, what are we going to do?
Owners: You can take care of her while the puppies born...
Paige and Friends: *so happy!!!* Really??? *-*
Owners: Surely (Maybe in their evil minds something like "Finally we got rid of it!!!! buajajajajaja" was passing or something like that xDDD)
Paige and Friends: Ok..
*Months before.....the puppies born*
Paige and Friends: Hey! Neighbors! The puppies already born!!!!
Owners: Oh...great... -.-
Paige and Friends: So, we can return Lady Muffin (Rex's wife)  to you the next month?
Owners: Why don't you keep her?
Paige and Friends: What!!!!! Don't you missed her?
Owners: Nop
They just said that...like it was nothing!!!!!!!
Paige and Friends: Are you sure? we mean, is your pet...
Owners: Now ehmm....she's mother and will be incorrect to get her far to her puppies
Paige and Friends: But,  we'll gift some of they, we'll just keep two
Owners: Anyway...keep her..
Paige and Friends: Ok...but what you're doing is really mean
Owners: She'll be better there...
Paige and Friends: Ok...but if you want her back you can tell us
Owners: No...we don't think we could want her back

We left and that was all..... now she's living with us and Rex whit her puppies Hizashi and Airi (those are the names of the puppies *-*) and we are so happy! except for our family fights (I mean fight between me and my partenrs, the dogs..just watch xDDDD)

Alright...I guess that's all for today, this is my...ehmm....don't remember the number -.-....week without sleep....maybe in 2 or 5 days i fall like a stone xDDDD

Sayonara!!! ^^

P.S. The next post...is in spanish and english n_n